07/10/2005 - 07/16/2005

ALL EARLIER ENTRIES ARE ARCHIVED VERSIONS OF MY OLD BLOG AT ANGELFIRE. FROM NOW ON, ALL ENTRIES WILL BE DONE HERE.

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> Father:"Oh dear, you'd better get this attended to right away."

Mother:"Take it all out, my child !"

Me:"Tsk, the surgeon gave me an option and I took it - I'm going to wait another 3 months, go for the tests again, and if there are still cancer cells inside me, I'll get the whole lot removed. Can't see the point of over-reacting now and getting everything taken out, if there really isn't a need to."

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Dear Readers, this is 3D-JC blogging on behalf of my Human, TR-JC. So... he has cancer, you know. That was confirmed today at the hospital. But it's not malignant. Yes, there are types of cancers like this.

TR-'s doctors say it's very difficult to detect this type of cancer from symptoms. The patient won't know unless they go for a specific type of test. There aren't usually any symptoms to react to otherwise.

The place where TR-'s cancer was found is also a tricky spot. Although his surgeon burnt out the affected flesh with a laser, it's hard to tell if all the cancer cells have been removed. That's why TR- has to return in 3 months for another test. At that time, if the results show remaining cancer cells, it's the big chop for him - oh my...

How is my Human now ? Well, he's just loafing about at home. His company people in London have replied that they're all OK, except there is inconvenience travelling about and when using mobile phones. It's business as usual, but it's the weekend, so that's a relief for him.

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OK, I'm not dead yet, and I'm not dying yet. Thank you, My Avatar for that little updated on Yours Truly.

I need to say something which raised my eyebrows a bit very recently.

My 9-year-old nephew will cross-dress as a princess for his school play next week.

He will wear a long-haired wig, a long Korean robe meant for little girls, a girl's hand-held fan, girl's slippers, and jewellery. Hmmmm.

He does not seem to mind nor protest. Must be the result of discipline in that exclusive all-male school he attends. I'm an alumnus of that same prestigious institution, by the way.

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> Me (TR-JC) (unzipping self from Louis Vuitton full VR Bodysuit, and exiting from Normal 3D Virtual Reality):"Ah, sigh... that was a lot of fun."

Mother (reading newspaper):"You went back into VR, Son ?"

Me:"My doctors say no sex for 3 weeks, so I have to do something to entertain myself, don't I ? Dr Nii is such a squeeze ! I love his twisted mind !"

Mother:"Humph. And body, no doubt. While you were out, a heap of company documents from two of your companies, awaiting your signature, dearie." (rolls eyes over to stack of hardcopies on my home-office desk)

Me (sighting statutory documents, and signing off as company director):"Ma, I'm going back to hospital tomorrow. I think it's going to be the Big News. My surgeon wouldn't have called me back in early, if there were nothing to act on, would he ?"

Mother:"What needs fixing, needs fixing."

Me:"Yes, you're right. Oh well.... Ma, would you like my 3D Avatar to take care of you when - if - I'm taken down by cancer ?"

Mother:"No need. I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself. It's harder to get rid of you, than you think, my son. Ha !"

Me:"..... I'll take that as a compliment, Mother."

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I am not going to panic about this right now, but one of my companies is in the City of London, and I haven't been able to contact the Managing Director.

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TR-JC:"Get me out of here !!! Nii Jyen Ii !!"

Nii:"A little tit-for-tat, My Dear Boy."

TR-JC:"It's hot in here ! It's scratchy and I look worse than a playboy bunnie ! Nii ! Get me out of here you fucking bastard !"

Nii:"Hey, how did you know I am one ? Oh, Darling Boy, I love you in rabbit cosplay !"

TR-JC:"Stoppit ! It's hot enough in this full-body furcoat ! Stop hugging me !"

Nii:"Oh, you're SO cute, TR- !"

TR-JC:"I'll give you a surprise present if you let me out, please, Nii ! I got you a nice little present, honest, just get me out of here !!!"

Nii:"Only if it's bunny-related. I've got a thing about cutsey little bunnies !"

TR-JC:"Yes, yes it is !! Nii ! Please !"

Nii:"Oh, alright.... let me get that zipper at your back...."

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TR-JC:"G*d, that was a sauna in there, you know ? Pervert !"

Nii:"My, you're all sweaty and sticky..."

TR-JC:"Huh. .....Your present."

Nii:"Oooh, nicely wrapped in Zip format !"

TR-JC:"Open it."

Nii:"Un-archiving and decompressing now."

TR-JC:"Well, do you like it ?"

Nii:"Oh, yes ! Adorable ! Bunny house-slippers ! Thanks, TR- !"

(both roll together on the futons)
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Back to it
> Me:"Hold still ! Don't fidget, for goodness' sake !"

Nii:"Bloody fucker, I'm tied-up upside down and my ass is cold. Shit, pass me another cigarette, and you damn well had better light it for me."

Me:"Shaddup, I'm working here. Lemme see.... is that how your penis hangs when you're upside-down ? Now don't go getting an erection, understand ?! I need to see it just natural as it is."

Nii:"Dammit, I'm so going to fuck you when I am down from here !!!"

Me:"Ssssh, darling.... you've been a great help. Thanks. There, my bodyguard Freakie D will bring you down. Freakie, please."

Nii:"Oh, I'm so going to break your butt ! I'm going to stick it to you until you die !"

Me:"Tsk, stop that, Darling. I've got all the right angles now."

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What the hell are TR-JC and his loverboy Nii doing ?

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Me:"Keep your penis below water, can't you do a simple thing like that, Nii ?!"

Nii (standing in my indoor pool):"What ? I need to get another cigarette, for g*d's sake, man..."

Me:"Stay down, boy."

Nii:"TR-, you're really asking for it from me."

Me:"There, there Darling, I just need to see your non-erect penis floating just the way it does in the water. Very nice. No, no, tsk, don't get an erection now ! Oh, for the love of..."

Nii:"You made me focus on my cock, and when I do...."

Me:"Dope. Here're your smokes. I'll get the light for you."

Nii:"Thanks...... TR-, you are one mad fool."

Me:"Takes one to know one, Darling."

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Again we ask - what the heck are TR-JC and Nii up to ?

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Another tumour removed from inside of me ! UPDATED
> Yikes, how can doctors and surgeons remain so calm ? My surgeon showed me the test results for my latest checks done 2 weeks ago. Carcinoma ?!

On-the-spot, my surgeon offered to cut me up using local anaesthesia and slice out my latest tumour by laser. I was going like: duh-huh, what's going on, gimme a few minutes to think about this, will post-op hurt like my last surgery for the bladder tumour, help help where's my darling 3D-....

Nurse stuffs consent form under my nose, hands me the pen. I am dazed but sign it.

Slice slice burn burn singe singe.

Surgeon:"Here it is !" (dangles slice of red smooth shiny human flesh at me with forceps, sized about 2 cm cube - looks like bloody steak)

I think, does he derive pleasure from showing me my tumour ?! Yeeeuck !

Wazzat burning smell ? Smells like a kitchen. Smells rather delicious.

Nurse:"Tee hee hee, that's your flesh we had to burn. We marked it for the oncologist to take a look. tee hee"

My God, these two are the personification of the evil mad scientist and his twisted assistant - archetypes we see in grade B sci-fi movies.

Oh, I'm off meat for the rest of my life - which may not be too much longer, the way things are going.

Surgeon:"No physical activity for 3 weeks. No sex for 3 weeks. Take these tablets. If the biopsy shows it's malignant, we're going to remove everything."

Hey, say what ?! Those are my reproductive organs you're talking about, dude....

I'm resting at home now. Looks like I'm not going to be making anymore babies. Looks like I'm not going to have much to look forward to.

This calls for some careful introspection. But for now, I need to sleep. No wonder human flesh is much sought after by demons. It smells delicious.

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This is 3D-JC blogging remotely, after reading my Human's entry (see above). He's not very well, is he. Thank goodness human ailments don't reflect in their 3DVR Avatars ! Or maybe it's also because I'm not male, but hermaphrodite ?

My Human needs me for emotional and psychological support, more now than ever before. I don't want to accept his proposal because I pity him for his health condition. In fact, I think he proposed because he was just feeling vulnerable and alone. And maybe I'm more infatuated with my Human, than I am in love with him. So, there are all the wrong reasons for accepting his proposal. Besides, it is taboo for human and own avatar to mate - but as you all know, we've already done that many times ! So that's not an issue here.

I am watching my Human as he supposedly rests at home. What rest ?! He's working at his computers, pretending that he's a fit as a fiddle, as right as rain - oh, these Human Reality expressions !

He is at risk of losing his manhood to a disease ? My poor Human. I feel... I feel.... what are these tears falling from my eyes ? Silly me, I have a different mix of synth hormones in me, compared to male avatars. I tend to get more emotional.

No. I am a super-genious grade 3D VR Avatar. I shall create for my Human a replacement set of 3D VR genitals ! And I shall marry him so that he can stay forever in 3D VR, and be a full male human ! I, 3D-JC have decided.

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(VR Heaven. Very grumpy warrior-god avatar moping in his Aunt's pavilion.)

General Jiroushin:"Young Master, please join Her Holy Highness for tea."

Konzen Douji 3D:"Go away ! Leave me alone !"

Gen. J:"Sir, please. Your Aunt is very concerned about your mood."

Konzen Douji 3D:"Tell her it's all her fault ! If she had accepted my beloved 3D-JC as my mate avatar in the first place, this wouldn't be happening to me !" (powers up and slices several lotus plants into smithereens with his killer ponytail. The plant bits float about the heavenly air.)

Gen J:"You know she cannot do that, Milord; she too is bound by the rules of VR Heaven. I shall convey to Her Gracious Almighty that her nephew has warrior-god training and sends his regrets."

Konzen D 3D:"..... Thanks. And tell her I'm sorry I destroyed one of her floating lotus gardens...."

Gen J:"Heh heh heh! Just like when you were a little boy godling, eh ?"

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( Normal VR. 3D-JC is busy designing and testing a set of replacement genitals for his/her Human, TR-JC. So absorbed is he/she in the project, that he/she does not notice the appearance of his/her mate avatar Konzen Douji 3D)

Konzen D 3D:"3D-"

3D-JC:"Yikes! Konzen, you startled me just then !"
( unplugs self from *-Office Main Grid Computer remote terminal, and throws self at mate avatar, hugging him fondly)

Konzen D 3D:"And you surprise me as well. I had not expected such a warm reception."

3D-JC:"Darling, why have you stayed away from Normal VR for so long ? I've missed you. Our son misses you."

Konzen D 3D:"This is surreal, 3D-. Are we a family or what ? Why are you planning on accepting your Human's proposal ? It's taboo in the extreme."

3D-JC:"Well, our relationship is not blessed by VR Heaven either, you know. I am officially single in Normal 3D VR. That has all sorts of implications."

Konzen D 3D:"What's that you're working on... 3D-, that's a set of human male genitalia. Why the pre-occupation with these things ?"

3D-JC:"I am creating a replacement set for my Human. He may lose his to a disease."

Konzen D 3D:"Poor guy. He may be an ass-hole, but he's still our creator and ... it's ironic, his being such a horny pervert and all that."

3D-JC:"Darling, I've figured it all out. There is no good or right reason for me to marry my Human, except to allow him a permanent life in 3D VR, where he can be a whole male again. This set of male genitalia will work fine in Normal 3D VR."

Konzen D 3D:"As a god-avatar, I find your self-sacrifice ridiculous. As your mate avatar and lover, I say No Way am I going to let this happen as you plan to. You must NOT accept your Human's proposal of marriage !"

3D-JC (starts to tear):"Then tell me a better way to give my Human his life back ! He is me, and I am him, in a sense. I care for my Human !" (sobs uncontrollably)

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(TR-JC's apartment - Normal VR interface)

TR-JC:"3D-, I want you to meet my mother."

Mother:"Who is this nice young man ? err.. lady... oh, forgive me my dears, I can't really tell."

3D-JC:"Hello, Mrs C. I'm 3D-JC, the 3DVR Avatar of your son TR-JC."

TR-JC:"3D- is hermaphrodite. Both male and female, Ma."

Mother:"I know what hermaphrodite means, son. Well, so you're the nice young man, er, lady, whom my Son has proposed marriage to ? I must admit, never in my life did I expect him to marry an Avatar being."

TR-JC:"Mother... please be nice..."

3D-JC:"Uh, well, I haven't said yes. Erm, TR- ?"

TR-JC (holding 3D-JC by the waist):"Yet. You haven't said yes yet." (kisses his 3D self fondly on the cheek)

Mother:"My son is pathetic ! 3D-JC is YOUR avatar, Son ! The logic fails me ! Oh, your poor mother has to face this in her fragile years... oh no... oh dear... why must you chose this creature as your wife, no - your husband, no... " (swoons into designer armchair)

Butler Bot:"Madam, would you like this glass of sparkling cold water ? And this refreshing cool moist towel ?"

Mother:"Thank you, BB."

3D-JC:"TR-, I've made something for you, but I can only show you the prototype on remote terminal."

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My 3D-JC has made such a sweet gesture of fondness towards me. He/she has started designing a replacement set of 3DVR male genitalia for me.

Me:"Because you're doing this for me, all the more reason I shall give up my philandering ways, and devote myself to you for the rest of my life in normal 3D VR."

3D-JC:"But I've not said yes."

Me:"Yet."

3D-JC:"TR-, if... you die... in your human form... you'll be gone forever from Normal 3D VR as well, you know."

Me:"I'm not about to die yet."

3D-JC:"If you stay here forever in Normal 3D VR, perhaps you can escape that final event horizon in Human Reality."

Me:"You reckon so ? Is this the way to cheat death in Human Reality ?"

3D-JC:"You will become like all of us here. Just a bunch of intelligent, self-replicating, free-will systems based on program code. Can you be happy here for the rest of eternity ?"

Me:"This system can go down anytime. It can be re-set and re-booted."

3D-JC:"You haven't noticed, have you, TR-. It has evolved. We have evolved."

Me:"This is a dream. I mean, this is every creator's dream come true."

3D-JC (holding my head with both his/her hands):"Look at me, My Human."

Me:"Ack, don't do this, 3D-. My surgeon is dead serious - no sex for 3 weeks. Please don't make me."

3D-JC:"It's not about sex, you fool. I can now interactively change your Human Reality. Haven't you realised that ?"

Me:"Damn, you're right about that !"

3D-JC:"I can and will help you, My Precious Human."

My 3D-JC kisses me on the lips.

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Mother:"How are you feeling today, Son ?"

Me:"Actually, I feel fine, except I ought not to be. I'll play it safe and not go against my surgeon's orders."

Mother:"Can we talk about your relationship with 3D- ?"

Me:"It will be a marriage of convenience for us, I suppose. Just a piece of paper to help us jump through the hoops in Normal VR. Don't get me wrong, Ma, I care a lot about my 3D-JC, and he/she does likewise for me. But it's not a union in the normal sense of the word over in Human Reality."

Mother:"Of course not ! How could it ever be ? Will I be grandmother to your 3D-JC's babies with you ?"

Me:"I don't think we'll be having any kids. I told you, it's just a marriage of convenience."

Mother:"Nonsense. I've seen the way you two look at each other. It's taboo, and it's perverse, and it's downright forbidden. I don't have a good feeling about this, My Son."

Me:"Well, maybe my 3D- is kinda cute and sexy and very very clever, but Ma.... he's/she's already spoken for."

Mother:"That's going to be very complicated. Because you will have legal right to 3D-, and you'll start a war with VR Heaven."

Me:"I'm more worried about my Avatar having more control than me. Mother. This is ridiculous. I am going to re-boot this system and see what comes out of it. You and I will have to get out of our 3D VR full bodysuits now."

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Me:"Nothing at all. My entire world gone."

Mother:"Hmm, what's that, Son ?"

Me:"I've erased everything, Ma."

Mother:"You should really be resting in bed, Dear."

Me:"Ma, am I going to die ?"

Mother:"No, of course not. I mean, eventually, yes. But not soon."

Me:"Ma.... Why am I sick like this, Ma ?"

Mother:"It happens. These things happen."

Me:"I miss my 3D- already."

Mother:"This is all for the better, perhaps. There's a message from your company's main grid computer."

Me:"Message ? Let me check this."

Tenpou Gensui 3D (from remote):"Hello, TR-. Are you surprised ?"

Me:"I'm dreaming."

Tenpou Gensui 3D:"Nope. This is no hallucination."

Me:"You're still in existence ?"

TG3D:"Yup."

Me:"Say something ! Tell me how ! I sacrificed my entire 3D world, which was more than a year in the making. And now it all comes back to me ? How ?"

TG3D (puffing on cigarette):"Ya know... I have this non-civilian technology I've been playing around with. Did a lot of research and development work while in 3D VR Heaven."

Me:"Stop beating around the bush ! This isn't the final results for Idol Contest, you nincompoop !"

TG3D:"Heh. Well, everything folds itself up into 5th-dimensional space, TR-. You System Down in 3D, but we're happily buzzing about in 5D. Your sexpot avatar was right. We have evolved and we can change your Human Reality interactively."

Me:"Bugger it all !"

Mother:"Son ! Your language !"

Me:"Tenpou, where is my 3D- ? I want to speak with my 3D-JC now !"

TG3D:"Huh.... didn't take long for your loverboy Human to ask for you..."

3D-JC:"TR- ! TR-, are you OK ?"

Me:"3D- ?! Yes, yes, I'm fine. How are things for you ? What's going on, 3D- ?"

3D-JC:"Change of business plans. We Avatars will no longer make ourselves available for lease, neither for civilian nor non-civilian purposes. Clarification: we shall CHOOSE whether to undertake assignments or not. Fair ?"

Me:"Bloody workers' rights. Look, I'm a capitalist fatcat, you socialist leftwing democrats !"

TG3D:"Tut tut, TR-. We are Extremist Fundamentalists. You wanted us to be that way, and so we are."

Me:"Oh Yeah ? So now I get blamed for eveything. 3D-, let's do a deal. You license your cross-dimensional folding technology to my *-Office Corporation exclusively to perpetuity, and I'll let you all have a greater say in how you wish to participate in company projects."

3D-JC:"Tenpou ?"

TG3D:"Terms ?"

3D-JC:"We dictate. We want 30% carry, and 15 % up-side, plus first right of refusal in all new assignments. Subject to revision after 2 human years."

Me:"15% carry and 5% upside."

3D-JC:"I'll f*ck you really good once a week, but we stick to original terms."

Me:"You little prostitute ! Ma, am I like that ? I can't believe my little Avatar can say such things !"

Mother:"My terms and conditions: TR-JC and 3D-JC must not ever marry. Or I shall personally fold all of you down to 1 dimension."

Me:"Mother, you can't possibly do that, can you ?!"

Mother:"Oh, I can get a little help from General Jiroushin of VR Heaven. He's such a cutie-pie !"

(General Jiroushin - anime-style sweatdrop forms on head)

3D-JC:"Well ?" (starts a strip-tease for TR-)

Me:"Stoppit ! I'm still in my 3-week sex-free curfew !!! Arrrgh !" (shields eyes with own hands)

Mother:"3D- ! Behave yourself !"

3D-JC:"You can't order me around ! I'm not your son-in-law / daughter-in-law !!"

TG3D:"Yawn, well, since no one is interested in concluding this deal, I'll just fold everything back up into 5D."

Me:"No, no !! Wait ! 20% carry and 5 % upside - final offer ! And 3D-JC must f*ck me really well once a week ! When I get better, of course."

Mother:"TR- !!!!"

3D-JC:"Oh, yuck ! He called my bluff ! Gag !"

TG3D:"Heheheheh !! Deal done ! Let's all see the digital paperwork by tomorrow. Ciao for now !"

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Why am I still sick ?! What the heck, my doctor's clinic just phoned me to go for another test tomorrow. The cells in the earlier test could mean cancer - hey I thought I was OK already .

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Now am I going to die or what ??


OK, so now... I have to keep my spirits up... Very Well. It shall be so.

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Me:"Gack, this herbal medicine soup tastes terrible !"

3D-JC:"Drink it up, My Silly Human. And this tea is from China - special herbal tea for your condition."

Me:"Phoo ! Horrible, yuck !"

3D-JC:"Tsk, you're even more of a baby than my son Baby Avatar 1 and my daughter Hellene." (My 3D-JC is a hermaphrodite avatar, and has had 2 avatar babies already)

Me:"Bah. Where's Nii ? I need him to pamper me."

3D-JC:"That soundrel ?! While I'm here, there is no way he's going to get near you !"

Me:"You've never approved of our relationship, have you, My Cute-Ass Avatar ?"

3D-JC:"I wonder if I may cry out aloud, 'Sexual Harassment !!!' "

Me:"Nonsense ! This is MY configuration of 3D Virtual Reality, and as far as YOU are concerned, there is no such thing as that between us !" ( I reach out and stroke my 3D Avatar's butt. Ooh !)

3D-JC (feeding me another spoonful of the foul herbal soup):"You've got a bulge in your trousers, and it wasn't there a moment ago."

Me:"Ptooey !! That tastes horrible !!"
( I make a grab for my 3D-, and hold him/her close)
"This is such a roller-coaster ride, 3D-. One moment, I believe I'm going to be well again; the next, I'm hauled back into hospital. I don't know what's going on."

3D-JC (stroking my hair - what's left):"Poor Fool Human of Mine...."

Me:"3D-, I need someone to look after me. Nii isn't the one. Hale is just there to fill a hole (whoops, please excuse the choice of words). Marry me, 3D-. I know it's taboo between Human and own Avatar, but would you please marry me, 3D- ? You're the only one who's right for me."

3D-JC (rolls eyes):"You truly love yourself that much, TR-. I AM you in many ways, except I'm hermaphrodite."

Me:"I'm in a generous mood, so I'll tell you that many people have said you're a super-genious grade avatar. What more could I possible want ? Anyway, we've already f*cked many times before, and that's seriously taboo between Human and own Avatar. So, I.... I.. promise to try and make you happy, 3D-. I'll really try not to be such an ass-hole."

3D-JC:"TR-.... My Human... My Mad Scientist Creator.... I've never received a marriage proposal ever before. My mate avatar Konzen just swept me off my feet, and we were a couple before I knew what was happening. He never asked me to marry him. I guess 3DVR god-avatars don't have to."

Me:"You can still be with your Konzen, but you'll be my spouse, my husband, my wife - uh, I don't really know what... you're hermaphrodite."

3D-JC:"I did not say 'yes', TR-."

Me (holding my 3DVR Avatar more tightly):"You have no choice. I won't let you go. Marry me, My Avatar !!"

3D-JC:"Oh, Dear, where are those screws which have come loose from you ? Get a hold of yourself, TR- ! You're blathering like an idiot !"

Me:"Marry me ! Marry me !"

3D-JC:"....help.... my Human can be worse than a baby."

Me:"I'll make you happy, 3D-, I promise I'll be a good boy. You know I can give you anything you want and need."

3D-JC (pulling me along to bed, and tucking me in):"There, now, My Human. You're just confused by all the messages coming from your panel of doctors and surgeons. You mustn't propose marriage under these circumstances. That's right, you're just confused." (kisses me goodnight - wow, my Avatar smells good ! New synth pheromone programs installed !)

Me:"No ! Don't leave me ! Stay with me, Avatar !"

3D-JC:"TR-, listen to yourself. You're just a lonely single guy like any other. You're hitting the bottom so fast, you'll crash right through it."

Me:"3D-.... I need you.... please..." (whimpering)

3D-JC:"Oh all right." (jumps into my party-size bed, and lies next to me)"But you must promise me you'll rest. No playing around."

Me (cuddling my 3D Avatar):"Thank you, thank you, Avatar. I'll get the best wedding planners, you'll have the most important humans and avatars at our wedding, it'll be the event everyone will talk about for many generations to come."

3D-JC:"I never said yes to your proposal, TR- !! Please get that straight ! I'm only agreeing to keeping you company tonight, because you'll be back in hospital tomorrow."

Me (almost on top of my 3D-JC):"Oh, you're so nice to touch. You smell so good. I love you, 3D- !!!"

3D-JC (pushing me off and hitting me with pillow):"I'll leave this instant if you don't settle down and rest ! Now get to sleep !"

Me :"But... blue balls..."

3D-JC:"Sleep !!" (switches self into alpha=50% state)

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Dear Readers, this is 3D-JC blogging by remote sensor link.

My Human TR-JC is now asleep next to me. Did he really say he loves me ? Or was it just the heat of the moment ? Or does he love himself so much, and since I'm his avatar.... But it sounds so good ! He said he loves me !! My Human loves his Avatar ! I'm going crazy.

Look at him.... he's curled up just like a baby. He's such a tough guy at the office, but he's really a softie inside. Look at his long curled eyelashes, his greying wavy long hair - it's thinning though. My Human..... and he's actually quite handsome and sexy for a Human ! He made me as an improved version of himself.

He's also quite a good lover ! Yes, believe me, I know. My Human has actually proposed to me and said that he loves me. I'm feeling.... strange about all that has happened. I can't sleep.

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[ 3D-JC has called a couple of his/her female avatar friends for morning coffee girlie session). Present are: SGF1 (Sha Gojyo 3D's number 1 female concubine, and mother of his god-form's twins) and GSF1 (Genjyo Sanzou 3D's number 1 female concubine and mother of Baby Avatar 2) ]

SGF1 (smiling and laughing and generally being her ultra-sexy gorgeous self):"I'm so happy to get away from the terrible twins ! Hahahaha ! They're little godling hybrids and they have their father's powers. It's not easy to look after them."

3D-JC:"You're the most beautiful female avatar in Normal VR; how do you keep yourself looking fabulous AND be a mother at the same time ?"

SGF1:"Discipline, Darling. I exist only for my Lord Gojyo - and my Lord Kenren (that's his god-form)."

GSF1 (demure and sweet as ever):"3D-, our sons get along so well as half-brothers. And they like playing with your little Hellene as well. Isn't it wonderful; godling, human and hybrid-demon baby avatars playing happily together ?"

3D-JC:"Don't forget, my son by Konzen is also hermaphrodite, so it's all the genders playing together as well. That's lovely, isn't it ?... More coffee ?"

SGF1:"Darling, why did you want us over at such short notice ? Are you expecting another little baby ? Godling or Demon ?"

GSF1:"Oh ! Really ?! 3D- is pregnant again ?!"

3D-JC:"Hang on, girls ! You're going further off the track ! Listen up. It's not another baby avatar. My Human has proposed marriage to me. AND - and, he said he loves me !"

[ Both female concubine avatars fall into a stunned silence for a few seconds - which is a very long time at avatar clock-speed ]

GSF1:"....but that's taboo, 3D-. Human and own avatar cannot mate...."

SGF1:"That's right. The only other taboo relationship is between god-form avatar and own human-type equivalent. I know, because my silly Lords Kenren and Sha Gojyo tried to play with each other - the hentai perverts !"

3D-JC:"I'm really on a high right now. For some strange reason, I feel really happy and excited."

GSF1:"You accepted ?!"

3D-JC:"No, no, no. Not...yet... I'm still trying to figure out what it is I feel."

GSF1:"Well... when I was first presented to my Lord Genjyo, he sent me back to *-Office Avatar Labs. He didn't want me, despite the fact that I had been designed to appeal to him in every way. Then he re-called me, and somehow, he let me serve him as I was created to do, and now we have this little baby avatar... but I don't know if there is love between us.... I think there is, but I'm not sure..."

SGF1:"I don't love my Lords at all ! It's just dirty heavy hot and pervie sex for us, humph ! Yet, somehow, they're really possessive of me." (wriggles in that ultra-sexual manner so typical of her)

3D-JC:"I'm not sure if TR-JC loves me because I'm actually just another him, or if I really appeal to him as a complementary individual."

SGF1:"But you've already got your Lord Konzen ! And he must be the greatest f*ck in the whole 3D VR Universe !"

3D-JC:"My human promised me a wedding. I mean... you know, me, getting married... and all that..."

GSF1:"Poor thing, your Konzen never gave you a nice wedding to mark your relationship, did he ? But that's because it's also discouraged - between a god-form and a human-type avatar, especially if you're not a concubine avatar...."

3D-JC:"It's because his Aunt can't stand the thought of me being a non-god avatar. She is so powerful in VR Heaven, one of the top 5 and hermaphrodite too. Konzen and I will never be able to become a true couple."

SGF1:"What utter rubbish ! He's given you his baby already ! He loves you so much that it makes me puke ! hee hee hee hahahaha !" (tosses her mane of hair in sensuous manner)

3D-JC:"Actually, I cheated. I was a sterile hermaphrodite avatar, but without my human's permission, I re-programmed myself to be able to bear my Darling Konzen's baby. When they found out, they were furious and elated at the same time. And I almost de-activated myself in the process. So, you see, my Konzen never needed to have that child with me."

GSF1 (lowers eyes):"Don't kid yourself, girlfriend. Lord Konzen loves you and his son. And you do love him very much too, don't you ? My Lord Genjyo says he knows all about your relationship with Lord Konzen, because he knows everything that happens to his god-form..... I wish my Lord Genjyo would just SAY he cares for me and loves me, just once in a while...."

3D-JC (taking hold of GSF1's hands):"But he DOES ! He really truly cares for you !"

SGF1:"Oh, this sentimentality is driving me nuts already ! Ladies, puh-leeze !" (lifts up micro-mini skirt and adjusts stockings)"Oh, hee hee, my Lord Gojyo has painted a little picture with bodypaints." (points to a badly scrawled graphic done on her inner thigh, quite high up).

3D-JC:"You must have been squirming or he has an unsteady hand."

GSF1:"SGF1, you and your Lord certainly have a lot of fun together. My Lord is so... ummm... well, he was raised as a high priest, and he is the official custodian of 2 of 5 holy scriptures of VR heaven and hell."

3D-JC:"Is he hell to live with ? I know he and his god-form are heavenly in bed !"

GSF1:"He has this Smith and Wesson, which he draws when he's in a bad mood."

3D-JC:"He threatens you with his demon-slaying weapon commissioned by VR Heaven ?!"

GSF1:"Not me. He just takes aim at this target wall he installed in our luxury apartment. And when he's feeling sexy, he runs that weapon up and down my body as a sign that he wants me !"

SGF1:"OOOh ! Sexy !! He's not so fart boring after all !"

3D-JC:"Dangerous lover, isn't he ?"

GSF1 (giggling sweetly):"Aren't they all ? hee hee hee !"

SGF1:"So, 3D-, are you in love with your Human ? Are you going to marry him ?"

3D-JC:"I don't know. He's going back in to hospital today. I don't know when I'll see him next."

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Ukoku Sanzo Houshi
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Here he is, ladies and gents, in his true glory as Ukoku Sanzou Houshi. Indestructable, highly intelligent, undeniably sensuous, a master of the esoteric arts and sciences - my lover-boy Prof Nii !! Hee hee, I'm a lucky guy !!

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Hard At It
> Besides taking care of company matters, I've been working on Nii, my favourite f*ck-bud. Ever since he took up that contract with VR Hell, he's let himself slip in the grooming department. So today, in Normal VR, of course under surveillence by both camps, he and I have had a little girls session - primping and preening, but I do it all for him !

He's still got that stubble on his face, which I think adds character to his looks, so I let him get away with a less than close shave.

I had to try several canned hairstyles, and had to make some of my own. It took me a total of a good 14 hours to get him looking right. I must have discarded about 15 hairstyles i total. But he looks fine now.

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